Monday, November 14, 2011

I HATE YOU, PERIOD!!!!!!!!!

I suppose it's about time I face the facts and blog.  Unfortunately, the second IUI attempt with Gonal-F didn't work. I got my period and it was honestly heartbreaking. I really thought this last cycle was going to work. Mr. Dubyah's sperm count was the highest we've seen it in the 2 years we've been seeking fertility tx's and I just had a way better attitude towards this last cycle. Plus,  I was off majority of the days that I just received the back to back IUI's. 


I'm just at a loss for words. 


It's starting to really freak me out. Almost everyone I know thinks that IVF is the answer. But really, is it? What if IVF doesn't work and then what? I know I shouldn't have a negative outlook on things, but it's really hard not to especially when you have little to none hope after so many failed cycles. 


Plus, it doesn't help that the Duggar's is pregnant again at 40+ years old. WTH???? 

Tomorrow, meds for our 3rd IUI with injections arrives. Please wish us luck. 





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