Weird. Coincidence? Maybe. Or is it because I'm more akeen to all this IF talk that it grabbed my attention.
What I'm talking about is the special episode on The View this morning. Did anyone catch it? It was titled, " Trying to Have a Baby?" The women discussed their own personal battles of infertility and how they came across being dignosed. They also had professional fertility specialists come onto the show to talk about IF as well as couples battling infertility.
My heart went out to a guest who was a 47 y/o woman currently going through a divorce. She married at the ripe ole age of 40 and immediately her and her husband began trying for a baby. Sadly, they weren't successful and it took a toll on their marriage, although it wasn't the entire reason why their marriage broke up. She is not able to use the embryo's from her ex as he will not allow it as he no longer wants to become a parent.
This episode just made me wonder if it was a sign telling me that I shouldn't have rescheduled my OB appointment this morning. I just couldn't do it. I chickened out. I just got my AF on Wednesday and the first few days are usually the heavy days. So, if he were to perform a baseline exam on me, I think I would have been mortified. So, I rescheduled and guess what? My period should be ending right around that time, hopefully. Go figure. Can I get a mini break?
Oh, and did I mention that this new OB is kinda hot? So this whole new OB thing is making me sorta nervous. Never had somebody that is eye candy exam my privates. Reminds of Sex and the City.
Now I'm wondering if I should just try and schedule an appointment with my old OB to see if I can get in sooner. He already knows my history and we both know the next step would be an HSG. So, we'll see. I'm going to fax Mr. Dubyah's results to him tonight and see what he says and take it from there.
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9 years ago
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